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2002-10-16 | 12:18 a.m. poSTCarD
i keep hearing this clicking in the kitchen it sounds like type writer keys it sounds like the keys of an old type writer it sounds like those keys hitting on an old typewriter so i can't explain to you this apartment in this place that you'll never visit because it's not mine and it's cold because i'm cold inside and i thought i would have thawed by now or at least started to melt so you could have licked the water from my eye lids like they do in the movies like they do in the movies i bought a postcard this weekend that I would mail to myself of two people kissing it's a hollywood kiss, one that i've never had but it's one that i want so i put the post card in a book to remind me that i want it and that i've never had it because i used to leave things around that reminded me of things that i never had and that's why i'm a mute. and that's why i still can't tell anyone what hurts. and that's why i still can't tell anyone what hurts even if what hurts is 3000 miles away. and that's why i still can't open my mouth and tell myself why it hurt 3000 miles away... and that's why my i's are still lowercase... my caps lock.. my caps lock is still unsure of it's charm...
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