So last night. It all happens so quick when you get angry.. and it always happens the same way for me when I�m in that house. I�m young again- back in high school. I�m sitting on that couch. Dad�s in that chair. Mom�s on that love seat. There�s a cat running around. Kate�s there, sometimes she�s not. Usually they�ve been drinking�the air smells stale.. if I�ve been drinking the argument elevates less because I feel guilty_ I have no guilt in this current state of sobriety. The way I see it- it�s all water under the bridge. See- I hurt some people. Some people hurt me. We all make some poor choices that we live with for the rest of our lives. I�m going to be carrying the scars around for the rest of my life- no need to get nasty about it over and over again, why rehash friend? But see my parents, oh they don�t believe in such things. Selective, very selective.

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