LET ME TELL YOU HOW I�M FEELING TODAY

INSANE.

I don�t know why I�m getting up in the morning and going to work except to have this habit that I could benefit from

Patterns everyone- my life is just all full of patterns

The drawing, the writing, the songs in my head, the sleep, the seasons, the drinking,, the boys, the boys, the�.

I feel like I�m walking everyday- further and further but never getting anywhere

Am I even awake today

I feel 19 again

My brain feels 19 again

My face feels old.

My body doesn�t feel like mine

I don�t remember your body

Or his

Or his�

Or mine�

All I can think of is sleep

Medicated sleep

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