This is a test.

This is only a test

Had this been a real emergency

I would have curled up into a ball on your bed

Possibly cried.. thought ill of you� thought well of you� wished you touched me� hoped you�d stay away� acknowledged me crazy� acknowledged my thoughts as sane�

Had this been a real emergency, a real emergency, not one of those fake ones that everyone has� then I just would have wanted you to tell me is wasn�t� and that it was all going to be okay.

But you knew that.

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