i wish i couldn't feel it anymore

the need

the want

but I can

i look up and wonder what happened in our lives

what seperated us

which path was only yours and which mine

when did you become my maria

when did you become someone i wrote about instead of helped

instead of my lover

my love

when did i get away from it all

(have i?)

because you haven't

you still drown in my dreams

everynight

and I can't swim

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