yeah it all feels like something real instead of just that drug- those drugs i�ve been taking.

I just don�t know what to take anymore. How do you know talk one minute about

birthing and the next about mothers who can speak only to their sons in dreams. I just

want to walk some days and land where it feels right but it never feels right, or quite

right.

I want someone to peer inside me and laugh and say ohh and just finish the

conversation...

and see the anger and the void and maybe....

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