i feel like the begining

again

I'm alone in the apartment

tonight is my last paid night until i live theoretically on the generosity of another

I am beside myself

with a bad dial up connection and my lap top

sure I have some extra debts

but it is different

looking at my suitcase thinking of friday

impending friday

the air feels like it is going to rain

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